Maybe it’s a sign
A sign that maybe I should start over
Only way I can do this, is to forget about every one
-it’s wrong, but it hurts
I like him…secretly he doesn’t like me back
I’ve seen him with my friend…secretly it hurts
Now he is attempting it to go for another…secretly I want to scream
Secretly…is that the only way I can do it?
Secretly…I will learn to love from afar
Secretly…it will hurt every time I see him
Secretly…I’m not allowed to see him, my own stupidity
Secretly…is all it will ever be…secretly
Secretly…I don’t want to see him, because it hurts
Secretly…I want to scream
Secretly…it comes from inside
Secretly…it will boil to the boil of boils
Secretly…I will explode
Secretly…no one will know
But secretly…I’ll keep this secret a feeling to my heart
Secretly…to myself
Natasha Niemand